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[21 Sep 2005|04:47pm]
i miss my best friend...come home.
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[27 Aug 2005|10:57pm]
ok, here's the thing, i love my boyfriend and all, but what the fuck is up with him getting payed to be at the Dane Cook performance!!! seriously! he was PAID more than people paid for tickets to see that show. what a fag lol. jk but seriously, thats gay. he's seriously like the funniest fucking person on the planet, he doesn't even need to say his jokes to be funny, his voice is just hilarious. well i have church tomorrow, then school clothes shopping! yay! then i might hang out with matty, even tho it's mince and Dave's anniversary, it's ok tho, we celebrated it yesterday. the monday it's off to school. uh oh. well see everyone monday!!!
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Upnorth [21 Aug 2005|07:53pm]
well I'm finally done painting my aunt's house! Unfortunitely i still don't get to see anyone :( I'm going away up north until wednesday morning (registration seniors!!!). I'm excited, I just miss everyone, I've been way too busy. then i gotta work wednesday night, friday, sat and sunday, then back to school. But I'm really gonna try to hang out with everyone before we go back. Have a good week everyone!

I love you Jacks! Have fun! Call me when you get there. <3
speak

My Dedication To Jaclyn Lynn Mucaria [17 Aug 2005|11:17pm]
well today might have been one of the last days that i see my bestest friend before she leaves for school. :( i have cried more over the past week thinking about it than i have in a long time. i'm going to miss her more than i can even imagine right now. i've cried a zillion times and yet i still feel like it hasn't hit me yet. the one person i feel i can run to (literally...she lives 5 houses down) whenever something is wrong, someone who gives the right advice no matter what the situation may be. my best friend jaclyn lynn mucaria has shaped my life more than i can even measure. i love her with all my heart and i thank god everyday for bringing her into my life. this beautiful, wonderful, talented, amazing, friendly and caring person is blessing Michigan State with her presence in less than a week.

Jacks, i am going to miss you more than words can explain and i thank you for being such a good friend to me. i love you with all my heart and always will. now go be a spartan smarty! I LOVE YOU.
speak

[17 Aug 2005|03:52pm]
well once again, i suck at updating. sorry, i've been really busy with painting and working. we're painting my aunt's entire house (dave, my sister and i) and i have to be over there pretty mumch every minute of the week accept to sleep and work. it's getting tiring, but i could use the money. i just got my indoor senior pics back today and i'm trying to put them on the comp, but my scanner is being gay. however i will have my outdoor pics ( a few of them ) posted prolly tomorrow becuase my photographer is sending them to me tonight ( i just got them taken today ). but it will only be a few of them, the better ones arent on the digital camera ( so he can't send them to me ). but ill try my hardest to get my fav indoor ones up here and you can all help me pic out ones i should order. well i hope everyone is enjoying the end of their summer! call me all!


"I've loved the stars too fondly to ever fear the night."
[1] spoke__speak

this is so sad :( [20 Jul 2005|06:32pm]
Girl: hey baby i want to show you....
Boy: ( cutting her off ) ugh i'm so mad
Girl: why? whats wrong ?
Boy: ugh everything
Girl: explain baby
Boy: i just lost a championship game,
parents flipped out on me for no reason,
and im catching a cold
Girl: well hey there will always be other games,
you know ill take care of you when your sick,
what did your parents flip about ?
Boy: they are making me pay them for a car repair
Girl: is it alot of money
Boy: no it just sucks
Boy: but hey i dont feel well im going to go lay down
Boy: bye
Girl: wait i want to give you some...
Boy: cant it wait til tommorow ?
Girl: yeah sure
Girl: bye
Boy: bye


2 hours later a friend of hers asks her to go for a drive ...she goes.....

her friend swerved to avoid a truck....hitting a tree instead

her friend was killed instantly....shes in critical condition


This is the conversation between her sister and her boyfriend

Sister: omg ( crying )
Boy: what? whats wrong ?
Sister: my sister...your gf was involved in a major car wreck
Boy: is she okay?
Sister: she is in critical condition
Boy: i'll be there in 10 minutes


He shows up to the hospital room ...standing outside the door
going over the last conversation in his mind over and over as he
heard the machines beep and beep and breathing tubes pump


Boy: she wanted to give me something or tell me something
Girls mom: yeah this...

it was an envelope smelling like she did sealed with a kiss in lipstick

he opened it.....

it said ..... your everything to me....i love you with everything i am
and everything i have...i want to spend the rest of my life with you

sealed in it was a ripped movie ticket from the first movie they went to

and the first picture they took together

he kissed the picture as a tear fell from his face onto the picture

it looked as if in the picture she was crying

then the machines flatlined....3 minutes later she was pronounced dead


If you have any heart...any soul...or want to be happy you will repost this.
if you care for someone ...do not let something like this ever happen

Post this in the next 200 seconds and you WILL have THE best day of your life THIS SATURDAY. You're number one *love* Will either kiss you, ask you out, or call you or better. If you break this chain you will have a lousy day on Saturday, and you know you can, i know you've all had them
[2] spoke__speak

camp! [17 Jul 2005|09:09pm]
well, i just got back from camp. i've been gone for 2 weeks now and it feels so good to be home. i miss camp tho, but my goodness do i take dry clothes, electricity, comfy beds for granted lol. i love home. as a good welcome home present, my car broke down today, that sucked toosh. the alternater just crashed and my car was like going nuts and just turned off completely in the middle of 16 and shoenner (however you spell it), so that was scary lol. but i really need to straighten up my room and stuff and throw everything down, so ill update with details when i get the change :)
[3] spoke__speak

Camp ... 2 days! [01 Jul 2005|01:08am]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | none...mommy's sleepin ]

well it's been a super busy week! trying to prepare for camp, working, being grounded lol. i am looking forward to camp so much...seeing all my old camp friends, taking care of kids (i get to be a counselor the second week), getting tan...camp is just the best place in the world. i think it is going to be very hard in the beginning because of katie not being there and all the memories camp will bring back, but i am so excited still. i am also super excited to jackies party! i think thats gunna be a lot of fun. i scheduled my senior pics! yay! i am taking the indoor pics july 26th @ prestige like 45 mins away. 18 - 20 poses, 4 outfits, any props, any people lol, awesome. outdoor pics are aug. 16th at some park 4 miles away from the studio. 8 - 10 poses, one outfit. my head shot for the yearbook is at stewarts on aug. 17th. i am also registered to re-take (damnit!) the act cause my mom doesnt think my score is high enough. so yea, i am like all set for senior year lol. well ill try and update again before i go to camp. good night

speak

[25 Jun 2005|11:29am]
[ mood | drained ]
[ music | Coldplay - A Message ]

i am upset. this is the first year (other than last year because they didnt have them) that i have missed the saint clair shores fireworks since i was born. the SCS fireworks are the best time of the year, its just amazing how our entire city comes together all at one time to be with eachother to celebrate our nations independance, well if not for that, than to dress skanky and dance to insanly loud music and get rendomly sprayed with a hose. lol. i didnt get home in time from my recital to go to them, but i did watch them from my backyard with my momma, but its just not the same as being there. after that, matty called me and we went out to big boys to eat, that was nice. well, gotta go get ready for my two recitals today...geesh. have a good day everyone.

[2] spoke__speak

[24 Jun 2005|12:34am]
[ mood | calm ]
[ music | Stephen Speaks - Out Of My Leauge ]

just got back from my daddys (where i have been for the past week). wasn't too bad, he kinda drove me nuts with all the curfew bull crap and all but w/e, i'm used to not being trusted to do anything. i watched my aunts house while she was gone, and totally cleaned it top to bottom, so ill prolly get a good 100 bucks tomorrow from her, if not more. plus my mommy is taking me to get our naisl and toes done! i'm so excited, it's been a long time since we did something together, just the two of us. so tomorrow should be a good day!! :) well pistons lost :( very saddening, but it's ok, we still got my boys, the LIONS! hey, they gotta win sometime right? who knows. I CAN'T WAIT TIL FOOTBALL STARTS!!!!! but yea, i'm back at home now, so everyone gimme a call and we'll hang out!!! good night everyone ... sorry about the pistons ...

dance recitals all weekend
East Detroit High School
Friday @ 7
Saturday @ 1 and 7
$10
am i worth it?
prolly not lol

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[17 Jun 2005|07:37pm]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | Rascal Flatts - Feels Like Today ]

well i got my hair cut and highlighted today :) turned out pretty good, deege liked it (he didn't want me to get it cut b4 lol). i had an awesome talk with the best bud jacks, i love her with all my heart and i cant even imagine the shape i am going to be the day she leave brookdale blvd. to embrace college life...what will i do without her? but ne who...thats not here yet, so im going to try not to focus on it. but ne wayz...highlighted chris' hair last night, kinda curious to know what it came out like (only saw it wet) hope i did ok :/ !

-my momma is leaving for las vegas tomorrow morn at like 5 am...i hope she has a good time!
-Deege's party is tomorrow!!!!! if you wanna come, call my cell and if i dont answer i'll call you back (if you need directions)
-i'm super excited to give david his present! YAY
-C A M P >>>>> 16 days!
-for the next 5 days ill be at my daddy's, but will be driving everywhere because i have to watch my house and my aunts house.
-i'm sorry for those of you whose grad parties i can't make it to tomorrow! i hope they are awesome!

[1] spoke__speak

[14 Jun 2005|06:16pm]
i'm getting really tired of being sick all the time. it's driving me nuts, docs again tommorrow. they will prolly just put me back on the steroids, but for a longer period this time. o well. Deege is working the pistons game tonight, so that should be interesting to hear about tomorrow, he's prolly gunna have the time of his life, he gets to be at all the home pistons games for free! lol. i bet you all hate him now. well im off to dance in a few, have a good night everyone. jacks...call me...i miss you.
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[12 Jun 2005|12:32pm]
[ mood | cheerful, but sick :( ]
[ music | rascal flatts - here's to you ]

oh my goodness. i have been so unbelievably busy lately. it's so crazy that i'm a senior now (technically). i miss the seniors tho, it's so weird not having them in all my classes, but i am definitely looking forward to next year and graduating. well heres the update on what's been going on:

-graduation went great, balled my eyes out, but CONGRATS guys!

-dave and i are going great

-the rascal flatts concert was AMAZING, best thing i have ever done in my life, SOOOOOOOOOO fun, god i love them.

-i'm going to see kelly clarkson on the 17th! 12th row!!! whoo hoo

-i'm going to see cold play with deege aug. 30!

-i got payed $100 to sing a funeral because a teacher at violet heard my voice and liked it and wanted me to sing at her fathers funeral. i got payed fricken a hundred dollars to sing a 1 minute song lol god that rocked.

-i'm sick as a dog from singing and screaming and being out in the rain all night last night.

-i bit my lip and it hurts :(

-danielle's house is the summer hang out!

-jaclyn lynn mucaria looked beautiful at graduation and made me cry my eyes out, i love you baby, congratulations.

well thats all i can think of for right now, ill try to update more often once the summer starts and i'm not so busy.

[2] spoke__speak

[08 Jun 2005|12:21am]
well it's been a while, sorry, REALLY busy. i'll try and update tomorrow if i get the chance.

i'm sorry chris.
speak

[31 May 2005|08:28pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]
[ music | Rascal Flatts entire CD for the millionth time ]

well, Dave and I are officially going out now, the way he asked me out was sooo romantic! lol if you care, ask me in school, lol i dont feel like writing all the amazing details, here ill do short version, Rascal Flatts CD, wonderful note, two dozen roses, cute boyfriend :) lol. but ne who...i've decided that i wish to be a senior this year. i'm sick of high school drama, nothing big, just sick of it. the yearbook is pretty good, my pics suck, but that's no surprise...pictures only tell the truth right?? speaking of which, i need a hair trim. well i guess i'm gonna go, maybe my best friend jacks will come over and enjoy a flick with me :) omg i'm like bouncing off the walls with all these new meds, i dont think ill be able to sleep :/ we'll see.


i love talking to jacks :) it makes me happy and it makes me smile. love you doll face! lol

[3] spoke__speak

[28 May 2005|09:40am]
man, work can be tiring sometimes. i was gunna go to matty's last night, but i didn't feel good first of all and second of all he didn't answer his phone :( o well. i'm working again today and i think Dave a I are doing something, but he won't tell me what, says it's a surprise...i duno lol. then tomorrow i gotta work from 11-4, maybe matty and i can do sumthin after that?!?!
[1] spoke__speak

[26 May 2005|03:50pm]
I'M GOING TO THE RASCAL FLATTS CONCERT!!!! AHHHHHHHHHH i love george verstraete!!!!
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[24 May 2005|09:10pm]
well...American Idol, fantastic show, Carrie Underwood is my hero, after Kelly of course. i have decided the song i want to try out for the spring concert next year...Whitney Houston- I Will Always Love You. if i get it, i would like to have all the seniors behind me and i want to sing it to them and the audience. i think i would ball my eyes out, but i think it would be an awesome last song :) but ne wayz, been pretty busy. didnt go to school today cause i got viral infections up the ass (not literally...i mean alot of them), but im feeling alot better now.

p.s.- Deege is the sweetest :)
[2] spoke__speak

i love phantom [19 May 2005|03:19pm]
[ music | think of me (phantom movie) ]

well it's been a while, i've been super busy. things are going pretty well. i starting to be happy again and not think so much about the past. i've gotta learn to live everyday to the fullest possible limits, because as much as people say it and think it wont happen to them, this could be my last day. i'm a freak i know. but yea i gotta work tonight from 5 - 10, visit me and watch the pistons game there!! :) alright well i'm off to watch phantom of the opera for the 4th time in 24 hours :)

[2] spoke__speak

[13 May 2005|11:47pm]
well in the words of jeana...SOBBFEST 2005 at rodgers, good lord. last nights concert...good lord. extremely sad yet amazing spring concert and tour day for us choir kids. i love all you guys so much, but i cant talk about it ne more tho, ill cry again lol. your always in my heart.

ps- my feet flipping hurt.
speak

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